{"id":13399,"date":"2018-07-15T22:19:56","date_gmt":"2018-07-16T02:19:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sites.lsa.umich.edu\/dcbrp\/?p=13399"},"modified":"2020-08-28T14:04:35","modified_gmt":"2020-08-28T14:04:35","slug":"dcbrp-existential-crises","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/courses.lsa.umich.edu\/dcerp\/2018\/07\/15\/dcbrp-existential-crises\/","title":{"rendered":"DCBRP: Existential Crisis"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This week being a free week and no assigned topic probably has more to do with why it is Sunday and I am writing blog post that was due Thursday. Thanks Jenna, you really do know how to push those of us with anxiety. But after careful reflection, and conversation I finally arrive at my blog topic for this week, and that is you guessed it, research.<\/p>\n<p>I know I am going to get a few eye rolls and grunts for this, because hasn&#8217;t that been what our whole summer has been about? haven&#8217;t we all spent the last six weeks conducting research in one way or the other? But I don&#8217;t really care I am going to talk about it because I care about it. So now that we have gotten that out of the way, lets get into it.<\/p>\n<p>Shall we?<\/p>\n<p>Something that I am realizing through the program this summer is that I care about research a lot. And that means that I don&#8217;t only care about the act of doing research for the sake of knowledge accumulation, (cough, cough). But I care about the issues of research, how research is done and more importantly the potential of research. Because I believe that research has the potential to change the world, I know this because it changed my world. Yet when we look around there is little evidence of it actually changing anything.<\/p>\n<p>I did this program because I wanted an experience with research that was not the ensconced ivory tower of the Academy. I wanted to see research do things and change things, and have a chance to be apart of that. So I thought that research in the Non-Profit sector would be the perfect answer for my frustration. Well it has been six weeks and I am still frustrated. This time I see the work being done, yet still no results. As the summer progressed and I learned more about my placement and the Non-Profit sector in general and the constraints it faces I am growing more sympathetic while at the same time, really questioning if the constraints of a non-profit are constrains that I could build a future career out of.<\/p>\n<p>So now you see my current predicament. While I was ensconced in the Ivory Tower I could not wait to get out in the field and actually do research that would do something, that would actually create change. But now that I am here in the community doing research and not experiencing any results I find myself catching glimpses of the Ivory.\u00a0So I guess that leaves me somewhere between the Academic Complex and Community Development?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This week being a free week and no assigned topic probably has more to do with why it is Sunday and I am writing blog post that was due Thursday. Thanks Jenna, you really do know how to push those of us with anxiety. 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