{"id":15188,"date":"2020-08-01T06:01:44","date_gmt":"2020-08-01T06:01:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/courses.lsa.umich.edu\/dcerp\/?p=15188"},"modified":"2020-08-28T14:04:02","modified_gmt":"2020-08-28T14:04:02","slug":"goodbye-i-hope-not","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/courses.lsa.umich.edu\/dcerp\/2020\/08\/01\/goodbye-i-hope-not\/","title":{"rendered":"Goodbye? I hope not!!!"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I can&#8217;t believe this is it. We have finally reached week 9 which is INSANE because I honestly feel like the first week when I joined my first staff meeting at SDEV, nervously introducing myself and becoming acclimated to the work environment was only yesterday. I have not fixed my sleep schedule haha. In fact, I think it&#8217;s worse but besides that, the feeling of hecticness during my first week at SDEV has become almost a norm for me now! <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I reflected on the Black Lives Movement in my first blog post of George Floyd&#8217;s death. While the riots and media have been much quieted since those beginning days when everyone was posting black squares for #blackouttuesday, the community is still not silenced as places such as Portland. I think my site actually helped me to widen my social justice lens as I attended community meetings weekly in southwest Detroit, hearing the voices of community members, mostly people of color, speaking up and voicing injustices against them. I&#8217;ve even learned of further disparities faced by the Black community from COVID-19 thanks to my learning group. Looking back, I really was so naive in my understanding of how vast and long these issues of systematic racism has existed and persisted in our country. But I end my internship determined to learn more and voice my opinions more to those who don&#8217;t know as I used to be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">As for my site, as I entered SDEV with smiles and eagerly enthusiastic, I leave as well with smiles and eager enthusiasm! Well one reason is that this really isn&#8217;t the end with my time at SDEV hehe as my supervisor and department and I have decieded to continue interning with them a little longer into August and potentially into the school year! So in a way, I&#8217;m not really bittersweet yet knowing that I still have longer days with my site. But the connections I have made so far with my co-workers, superviros, other departmetns have become bonds that I would never have expected coming from someone who is super shy and introverted. The meetings that I found to be exhausting in the beginning are still exhausting sitting in front of a computer for 4 hours at a time sometimes, but it is welcoming, knowing that the input that I provide at these meetings are well appreciated and supported by my site. I felt that my time and value has been greatly appreciaited for the projects I have contribute to SDEV, a feeling that is unfortunatley uncommon to other entry-level interns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">While it truly is unfortunate for my experience this summer with DCERP and SDEV to be online, I think in light of these sucky times, this has been the highlight since the beginning of the lockdown. And so, while I hope one-day mankind has defeated COVID-19 and we can go back to our normal lives, I hope that the rest of the fellows and I can meet one day in person as well and not behind a screen for once lol! I&#8217;m going to miss DCERP, but I know it won&#8217;t be a complete goodbye \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Until we meet again,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sarah<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I can&#8217;t believe this is it. We have finally reached week 9 which is INSANE because I honestly feel like the first week when I joined my first staff meeting at SDEV, nervously introducing myself and becoming acclimated to the work environment was only yesterday. I have not fixed my sleep schedule haha. 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