{"id":3219,"date":"2022-06-03T19:53:34","date_gmt":"2022-06-03T19:53:34","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/courses.lsa.umich.edu\/wagsfp\/?p=3219"},"modified":"2022-06-03T19:53:34","modified_gmt":"2022-06-03T19:53:34","slug":"a-letter-to-your-future-self-april-merriweather","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/courses.lsa.umich.edu\/wagsfp\/2022\/06\/03\/a-letter-to-your-future-self-april-merriweather\/","title":{"rendered":"A Letter To Your Future Self &#8211; April Merriweather"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size wp-block-paragraph\">Hi future self. I have just now started at the HomeLab. So far it seems like I&#8217;m going to really like it. The people seem nice and the work seems to be captivating and introspective. At this point in my life I feel very content. I&#8217;m proud to be making my own money and I am grateful that I ended up in a positive environment. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size wp-block-paragraph\">I currently have very broad expectations on what working on the Harmony project will look like. I am expecting it to feel different than the work I did last year. It didn&#8217;t feel like I was actually working with people, just their words. However, this time around I will be working while the study is taking place instead of working after the fact. Not only that but my PI will be present to watch me work. I expect this change to make me nervous in the beginning. I do think the initial stages will be similar to what I&#8217;m used to, which is why I&#8217;m more excited about working on other projects and interacting with people. I also know that when the time comes I will enjoy getting to be around kids and families. My fears going into this are focused around embarrassment. I know that people make me nervous but I don&#8217;t to appear anxious to participants. I also don&#8217;t want to look like I don&#8217;t know what I&#8217;m doing in front of my bosses . I know that mistakes happen but I much rather prepare for and avoid them. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size wp-block-paragraph\">I know that I bring a unique perspective to the table. I see patterns that other people don&#8217;t and I&#8217;m able to unravel people and situations better than most. I also can bring a lot of positivity to favored environments and that&#8217;s something that will be needed when working on parts of the project that are tedious or emotional. I hope that through working on Harmony I learn how to express a more scientific side of myself. I hope to learn more about people and parent-child relationships. I hope that I become better at maintaining relationships and networking. And finally, what I want the most from this experience, is in 9 weeks I am able to say that I am content with the work that I have done, that I know that I did my very best at all times even if that looks different every time. Working in the HomeLab achieves a goal that I have spent a log time aiming for. I look forward to seeing what comes of it and what I have to say about my experience and performance.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hi future self. I have just now started at the HomeLab. So far it seems like I&#8217;m going to really like it. The people seem nice and the work seems to be captivating and introspective. At this point in my life I feel very content. I&#8217;m proud to be making my own money and I&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/courses.lsa.umich.edu\/wagsfp\/2022\/06\/03\/a-letter-to-your-future-self-april-merriweather\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">A Letter To Your Future Self &#8211; April Merriweather<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3883,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3219","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","entry"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/courses.lsa.umich.edu\/wagsfp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3219","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/courses.lsa.umich.edu\/wagsfp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/courses.lsa.umich.edu\/wagsfp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/courses.lsa.umich.edu\/wagsfp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3883"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/courses.lsa.umich.edu\/wagsfp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3219"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/courses.lsa.umich.edu\/wagsfp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3219\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3220,"href":"https:\/\/courses.lsa.umich.edu\/wagsfp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3219\/revisions\/3220"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/courses.lsa.umich.edu\/wagsfp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3219"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/courses.lsa.umich.edu\/wagsfp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3219"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/courses.lsa.umich.edu\/wagsfp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3219"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}